the rise and fall

current song playing: shape of my heart

how do i feel rite now i'm not too sure.. i jus know everything sucks. n i dun like feeling dis way. but i guess i dun hav much of a choice. jus suck it up n take it.

I live my life in chains got my hands in chains
and I can't stick with the cards that I got with a deal like this
I must insist a girls got more to do then be the way you think a woman should
I'm taking it into my hands
In this mans land I cant understand why I'm taking command
I've had enough of stuff and now it's time to think about me, me yea
and you can easily gamble your life away second after secondand day by day
you play the game or you walk away it's a new turn on a blue day
and a cool deal of life for me and it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
but that's not the shape of my heart

I've always played it safe nothings ever safe give me the courage to back my own convictions
every decision I make I pay it back and more now turn the cards and let them fall to me I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I give it back coz it's not the way it has to be